Vespera; all i have left is the power to refuse.



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Hello. I'm Jalisa.
How are you?

I'm a sixteen year old college student from Huddersfield, England.


My story is a long one but I'm not afraid to share it any more. I am happy and that's all that matters now. I'm a girl and I fall in love with people, not their genders.

I'm a recovering self harmer, stopping is so much harder than I had thought. My recovery is a slow but steady one. I have good days and bad days but I'm doing what I feel is best for me and it's working.

The things closest to my heart include Amy Winehouse, Body modification, Books, Ronnie Radke, Skins and Disney. I am obsessive. I fall in love with everything and my passion can become my downfall.

I listen to music that screams, and I obsess over Ronnie Radke, La Dispute and Marianas Trench. I think suicide girls is art, and not porn and I have no clue what the fuck I want to do with my life at all. I think that the future scares me more than anything else.

My posts are mostly about my life, quotes from books that I love, naked people, Wiccan craft, satanism, gore, rants, tears and things that make me happy.

I have changed so much these past couple of years in every way, and luckily it's all documented right here.

  • Wish List.






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    kill-the-monsters:

I’ve had nightmares of this thing holding me down just like its doing to this person in this picture. I scream so loud and no one can hear me, all i see is this demon above me..

    kill-the-monsters:

    I’ve had nightmares of this thing holding me down just like its doing to this person in this picture. I scream so loud and no one can hear me, all i see is this demon above me..

    (Source: medicinal-apothecary)





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      I’ve had nightmares of this thing holding me down just like its doing to this person in this picture. I scream so loud...
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      In these dreams that I have, the face of the demon is my own.
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